Stand Still

Worry, fret, condemnation, and guilt plague the hearts of incest survivors. We question things that others cannot conceive. We grapple with worth in a dimension that is unequaled to others. Isn’t incest the greatest weapon of darkness? It takes everything from a child except their heartbeat. Worth is tainted. Love is twisted. Safety doesn’t exist.Continue reading “Stand Still”

A Triumphant Entry

Enter healing celebrating your victory. Hope is what sees us through. Too much focusing on unhealed parts will cause you to stumble. We cannot camp where our pain began. It’s a passing through the territory to tear down the strongholds. Don’t stay too long. Exploring the darkness of my past has taken as many yearsContinue reading “A Triumphant Entry”

The Curse of Control

What can we truly control? Maybe the amount of flour we put in a recipe for chocolate cake. We certainly have control over that. What we don’t have control over is the amount of moisture in the air that will ultimately effect how that flour works in the batter. What I’ve tried to control theContinue reading “The Curse of Control”

Living Water

I’ve written before about the many gifts my father gave me as a child. The spirit of religion happened to be one of those. He took my virginity and taught me about his god. His god was cruel, inflicted judgment and pain, and constantly gave me rules I couldn’t or wouldn’t want to follow. IncestContinue reading “Living Water”