If I were sitting in an audience waiting for the play Life is Fair to begin, I’d most likely get up and walk out. Life isn’t fair. Is God? I believe He is. God didn’t hurt me, wicked people did. The Spirit of Religion was sent to kill, steal and destroy. Incest sits squarely inContinue reading “Is God Fair?”
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Understanding. Understanding. Unquestionable understanding. That’s the message that God has for you! It doesn’t matter where you find yourself right now. He gets it! More importantly, He gets YOU. The pain. The confusion. The lack of ability to change. He knows. Stand still. He’s got you!
A Winnowing Fork
In its simplest form it involves throwing the mixture into the air so that the wind blows away the lighter chaff, while the heavier grains fall back down for recovery. It is the act of separating the good from the bad. Separating yourself from the bad is a necessary act when you come through aContinue reading “A Winnowing Fork”
It’s Just So Easy
Millions of us will choose not to tell our story. Deeper still, millions will choose to hide and deny their truth. It’s just so easy to walk away from the past — or is it? It breaks my heart, actually. It was not easy to tell my story. Can you imagine calling the police aboutContinue reading “It’s Just So Easy”
The Casualties of Having No Comfort
Abuse was the foundation of my suffering. The freeze that kept it steady was the lack of comfort I received. My parents had to be sociopaths of some kind or they would have seen the pain of their children. They would have noticed the night hours I was up in agony. They would have seenContinue reading “The Casualties of Having No Comfort”
How Do I Forgive A Liar?
Dear Heavenly Father, This earthy family I came through stands with the lies that surround our incestuous past. I am angered at their lack of attempts to join forces with me against evil. Not only do they not walk with me, they actively try to discredit me. Why? They cannot listen to my story, becauseContinue reading “How Do I Forgive A Liar?”
Teacher, Teach Me
What if you had no teacher? No direction? No one to show you a good way? Welcome to the world of incest. Oh, I was taught as a child. Taught that lies are the same as truths. Facts don’t exist because they can be manipulated. Trust was earned through whole obedience to the master ofContinue reading “Teacher, Teach Me”
A Miscarriage of Justice
A Prisoner by No Crime of My Own has been shared north of 11,000 times. This entry was one of them. Reposting the message. My first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage around the second month. Married to a really miserable husband, the experience was very intense. Just learning I was pregnant brought extreme excitement atContinue reading “A Miscarriage of Justice”
What Will You Choose?
Better a dry crust with peace and quiet, than a house full of feasting, with strife. proverbs 17:1 Incestuous families do not have peace and quiet. Why is it so hard to walk away from these atrocious families? Horrifyingly wicked they hold nothing for us. Yet, we stay. Why? Are we so lonely that weContinue reading “What Will You Choose?”
A Miscarriage of Justice
My first pregnancy ended in a miscarriage around the second month. I was married to a really miserable husband and the experience was very intense for me. I had just learned I was pregnant and I was extremely excited at the possibility of caring and nurturing for my own little baby. It sparked a hopeContinue reading “A Miscarriage of Justice”