~ Bloodguilt ~

I am not saying I still believe that I’m guilty of murder, but being a witness was something that moved me on, made me turn over stones, and hunt for evidence. All my life, I knew something happened in a motel room with my father and his best friend, Craig. I always assumed that they’dContinue reading “~ Bloodguilt ~”


The word means impious utterance or action concerning God or sacred things. In other words, lacking in proper respect. I have never met a pedophile that had proper respect for anything in life. And, I do mean anything, except themselves. They hold their own being in high esteem, but anything else means about nothing toContinue reading “Blasphemy”

“Few people have the imagination for reality.”

Quote from Johann Wolfgang von Goethe a German poet, playwright and novelist, considered the greatest German literary figure of the modern era. He died in 1832. The courage to see reality has been around a very long time. Memory screams for interpretation, so it seems. Or does it? And, who should give that interpretation? TheContinue reading ““Few people have the imagination for reality.””

Mirror Mirror

Introspection — what better way to start a week. Question: Do you envy people who had protective parents? I do. Then, I remind myself I don’t and will not ever know differently. Or will I? Father God tells me time and time again in his love letter written to us all that his love neverContinue reading “Mirror Mirror”

Jewels, Gems & Gunpowder

I would love to hear from you! Sharing Saturday with you. A Jewel: Struggle. Struggle is a gift. Without struggle we would stay the same, wouldn’t we? A Gem: Do you know how to walk away from a destructive childhood? Follow someone that came through it and is on the other side. Metaphorical Gunpowder: IContinue reading “Jewels, Gems & Gunpowder”

F N’ F (Fear Not Friday)

On the discussion of fear — Do you fear success? I was a good daughter. To be a good daughter in the house I grew up in meant I had to allow myself to be brutalized – a lot. I had to accept that I was not loved and smile anyway. I had to hideContinue reading “F N’ F (Fear Not Friday)”

Repentance ~ wHO, Me?

By definition repentance means sincere regret or remorse. Through healing I found myself looking more at my own actions more than looking at the actions of my abusers. It is the only way to heal. If it is the fault of everyone else, how do I have control over anything. Yes, my family did miserableContinue reading “Repentance ~ wHO, Me?”

Book Giveaway | 20 Print Books

##GIVEAWAY | I am giving away 20 paperback books of my newly released book A Prisoner by No Crime of My Own! Noir Memoir True Crime | Buy A Copy Today on Amazon ##GIVEAWAY | My goal is that we be encouraged in heart and united in love.  How to win: Giveaway ends 2/1/2023. Winners will beContinue reading “Book Giveaway | 20 Print Books”

F N’ F (Fear Not Friday)

On the discussion of fear — Do you fear you are like your abuser? No! Most of us would say. But, let’s look closer. Do you hate them? Do you have them on a high pedestal of esteem through your active denial? I used to smoke. Not that much – about a pack a week.Continue reading “F N’ F (Fear Not Friday)”

An Open Letter: To Those That Harm Children

Your secret is known. I will teach the children you hurt to talk. You will be found out. God is watching. He is the witness to each crime you have committed against a child. I am going to spend my life telling my story and teaching others that were hurt by you to tell theirContinue reading “An Open Letter: To Those That Harm Children”

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