Introspection — what better way to start a week.
Question – Do you see how childhood sexual trauma effects our sexualilty in life?
Sexuality is the capacity for sexual feelings. As children when sexual feelings are thrust into our life much too early, far too aggressive, and we have no choosing in the matter – what happens?
I can look back on my life and see my many choices were being driven by a wind that I did not control. The power of the early childhood abuse was still dictating my steps, but I did not see it that clearly then.
I have learned that I had to stop my life and stand still to see the winds of destruction that were blowing all around me. Then, I had to begin dissecting my abuse to find the patterns that had been created in me.
Ask yourself this question: Is your sexuality a choice you made or a choice that was made for you?