On the discussion of fear — I often wonder why bad people get good things.
It makes me question what is good, what is reasonable, what is right. Is everything under the sun okay? Does anybody pay for their inappropriate actions? This makes me uneasy. This can cause fear.
Oh, I trust God and I want him to do something! I want him to tell these bad folks that it is not okay to be them. I want him to tell them that there will be an accounting for all of the wrong they’ve done. I want them to pay the debt they owe.
In the next breath, I’m just so damn tired of trying. I want to walk away from the race, step down, and say it just doesn’t matter.
Is that fear or indifference?